{"id":1658,"date":"2024-03-18T19:06:37","date_gmt":"2024-03-18T17:06:37","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/yogi.lv\/?p=1658"},"modified":"2024-03-18T19:06:59","modified_gmt":"2024-03-18T17:06:59","slug":"kas-ir-skaudiba-un-kapec-ta-tik-loti-sapina-oso","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/yogi.lv\/index.php\/2024\/03\/18\/kas-ir-skaudiba-un-kapec-ta-tik-loti-sapina-oso\/","title":{"rendered":"Kas ir skaud\u012bba, un k\u0101p\u0113c t\u0101 tik \u013coti s\u0101pina? O\u0161o"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-full\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"900\" height=\"675\" src=\"https:\/\/yogi.lv\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/03\/unmercifulness_by_maruhana_bachi_d5go6ly-fullview.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-1659\" srcset=\"https:\/\/yogi.lv\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/03\/unmercifulness_by_maruhana_bachi_d5go6ly-fullview.jpg 900w, https:\/\/yogi.lv\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/03\/unmercifulness_by_maruhana_bachi_d5go6ly-fullview-300x225.jpg 300w, https:\/\/yogi.lv\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/03\/unmercifulness_by_maruhana_bachi_d5go6ly-fullview-768x576.jpg 768w, https:\/\/yogi.lv\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/03\/unmercifulness_by_maruhana_bachi_d5go6ly-fullview-600x450.jpg 600w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 900px) 100vw, 900px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Skaud\u012bba ir sal\u012bdzin\u0101\u0161ana. Un m\u0113s esam m\u0101c\u012bti sal\u012bdzin\u0101t, m\u0113s esam ievirz\u012bti sal\u012bdzin\u0101t, m\u016b\u017e\u012bgi sal\u012bdzin\u0101t. K\u0101dam citam ir lab\u0101ka m\u0101jam k\u0101dam citam ir skaist\u0101ks \u0137ermenis, k\u0101dam citam ir vair\u0101k naudas, k\u0101dam citam ir harism\u0101tisk\u0101ka person\u012bba. Sal\u012bdzini, turpini sal\u012bdzin\u0101t sevi ar katru gar\u0101mg\u0101j\u0113ju, uz rezult\u0101ts b\u016bs liela skaud\u012bba. Tas ir blakus produkts ievirzei uz sal\u012bdzin\u0101\u0161anu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Pret\u0113ji tam, ja tu atmet sal\u012bdzin\u0101\u0161anu, skaud\u012bba izz\u016bd. Tad tu vienk\u0101r\u0161i zini, ka tu esi tu un neesi neviens cits, un nav ar\u012b nek\u0101das vajadz\u012bbas. Ir labi, ka tu nesal\u012bdzini sevi ar kokiem, cit\u0101di tu sajustos \u013coti skaud\u012bgs: k\u0101p\u0113c tu neesi za\u013c\u0161? Un k\u0101p\u0113c gan dz\u012bve ir tik ne\u017e\u0113l\u012bga pret tevi \u2013 tev nav ziedu! Lab\u0101k nesal\u012bdzin\u0101t sevi ar putniem, ar up\u0113m, kalniem, cit\u0101di tu ciestu. Tu sal\u012bdzini sevi tikai ar cilv\u0113kiem, jo esi t\u0101 ievirz\u012bts, lai sal\u012bdzin\u0101tu tikai ar cilv\u0113kiem; tu nesal\u012bdzini sevi ar p\u0101viem un papagai\u013ciem. Cit\u0101di tava skaud\u012bba pieaugtu v\u0113l vair\u0101k un vair\u0101k: skaud\u012bba tevi t\u0101 nom\u0101ktu, ka tu nesp\u0113tu dz\u012bvot.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Sal\u012bdzin\u0101\u0161ana ir \u013coti mu\u013c\u0137\u012bga attieksme, jo katrs cilv\u0113ks ir vienreiz\u012bgs un nesal\u012bdzin\u0101ms. Tikl\u012bdz \u0161\u012b izpratne iem\u0101jo tev\u012b, skaud\u012bba izz\u016bd. Katrs ir vienreiz\u012bgs un nesal\u012bdzin\u0101ms. Tu esi tikai tu pats: nekad neviens nav bijis l\u012bdz\u012bgs tev, un nekad neviens neb\u016bs l\u012bdz\u012bgs tev. Un tev ar\u012b nav j\u0101b\u016bt l\u012bdz\u012bgam nevienam citam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Esam\u012bba rada tikai ori\u0123in\u0101lus, t\u0101 netic kopij\u0101m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Pagalm\u0101 ka\u0161\u0146\u0101j\u0101s bari\u0146\u0161 vistu, kad p\u0113k\u0161\u0146i p\u0101ri s\u0113tai p\u0101rlidoja futbola bumba un nokrita vi\u0146u vid\u016b. Gailis pieg\u0101ja tai kl\u0101t, nop\u0113t\u012bja un tad teica: \u201eEs jau nes\u016bdzos meitenes, bet paskatieties tik, ko dab\u016b gatavu kaimi\u0146os.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Kaimi\u0146os notiek daudz kas br\u012bnumain\u0101ks: z\u0101le ir za\u013c\u0101ka, rozes ro\u017eain\u0101kas. Visi izskat\u0101s tik laim\u012bgi \u2013 iz\u0146emot tevi pa\u0161u. &nbsp;Tu nemit\u012bgi sal\u012bdzini. Tie\u0161i t\u0101pat ir ar\u012b ar citiem, ar\u012b vi\u0146i sal\u012bdzina. Varb\u016bt vi\u0146i dom\u0101, ka z\u0101l\u012bte tava mauri\u0146\u0101 ir za\u013c\u0101ka \u2013 no t\u0101lienes t\u0101 vienm\u0113r izskat\u0101s za\u013c\u0101ka, ka tev ir skaist\u0101ka sieva&#8230;tu esi noguris, tu vairs nesaproti, k\u0101 gan \u013c\u0101vi sevi sag\u016bst\u012bt \u0161ai sievietei; tu nezini k\u0101 lai tiek no vi\u0146as va\u013c\u0101, &#8211; un kaimi\u0146\u0161 varb\u016bt tevi apskau\u017e, ka tev ir tik skaista sieva! Un tu varb\u016bt apskaud vi\u0146u&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ikviens apskau\u017e ikvienu citu. Un \u0161\u012bs skaud\u012bbas d\u0113\u013c m\u0113s rad\u0101m \u012bstu elli, skaud\u012bbas d\u0113\u013c m\u0113s k\u013c\u016bstam \u013coti \u013cauni.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Pavecs fermeris dr\u016bmi apl\u016bkoja pl\u016bdu post\u012bjumus.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eHaram!\u201d uzsauca kaimi\u0146\u0161. \u201eVisas tavas c\u016bkas aizskaloja straume!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eUn k\u0101 ar Tompsonu c\u016bk\u0101m?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eAr\u012b t\u0101s ir pagalam.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eUn Larseniem?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eAr\u012b.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201eHmm!\u201d iesauc\u0101s fermeris, j\u016btami atplaukstot. \u201eTad jau nav tik traki, k\u0101 es dom\u0101ju!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ja visi ir post\u0101, ir lab\u0101ka saj\u016bta: ja visi zaud\u0113, ir lab\u0101ka saj\u016bta. Ja visi ir priec\u012bgi un veiksm\u012bgi, tad zaud\u0113jums ir \u013coti r\u016bgts.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Bet k\u0101p\u0113c \u0161\u012b doma par citiem visp\u0101r ien\u0101k tev pr\u0101t\u0101? \u013bauj man v\u0113lreiz atg\u0101din\u0101t: t\u0101p\u0113c, ka tu neesi \u013c\u0101vis sav\u0101m sul\u0101m cirkul\u0113t, tu neesi \u013c\u0101vis augt savai sv\u0113tlaimei, tu neesi \u013c\u0101vis uzplaukt savai es\u012bbai. T\u0101p\u0113c tu j\u016bties iek\u0161\u0113ji tuk\u0161s, un tu skaties uz ikviena cita \u0101rpusi, jo tikai \u0101rpuse ir redzama.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Tu paz\u012bsti savu iek\u0161pusi, un tu paz\u012bsti citu \u0101rpusi: tas rada skaud\u012bbu. Vi\u0146i paz\u012bst tavu \u0101rpusi, un vi\u0146i paz\u012bst savu iek\u0161pusi: tas rada skaud\u012bbu. Neviens cits nepaz\u012bst tavu iek\u0161pusi. Tu zini, ka tur tu neesi nekas, tu esi bezv\u0113rt\u012bgs. Un p\u0101r\u0113jie no \u0101rpuses izskat\u0101s tik smaid\u012bgi. Vi\u0146u smaidi var b\u016bt viltoti, bet k\u0101 gan tu vari zin\u0101t, ka tie ir viltoti? Varb\u016bt ar\u012b vi\u0146u sirdis smaida. Tu zini, ka tavs smaids ir viltots, jo tava sirds nepavisam nesmaida: iesp\u0113jams, t\u0101 gau\u017ei raud.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Tu paz\u012bsti savu iek\u0161pusi, un tikai tu to paz\u012bsti, neviens cits. &nbsp;Un paz;isti ikviena cita \u0101rpusi, un cilv\u0113ki savu \u0101rpusi ir izveidoju\u0161i \u013coti skaistu. \u0100rpuse ir tikai priek\u0161z\u012bm\u012bga fas\u0101de, un t\u0101 ir \u013coti maldino\u0161a.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ir k\u0101ds sens s\u016bfiju st\u0101sts.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">K\u0101du v\u012bru \u013coti nom\u0101ca vi\u0146a cie\u0161anas. Vi\u0146\u0161 katru dienu l\u016bdza Dievu: \u201eK\u0101p\u0113c es? Ikviens \u0161\u0137iet tik laim\u012bgs. K\u0101p\u0113c vien\u012bgi man j\u0101dz\u012bvo t\u0101d\u0101s cie\u0161an\u0101s?\u201dK\u0101du dienu dzi\u013c\u0101 izmisum\u0101 vi\u0146\u0161 l\u016bdz\u0101s Dievam: \u201eTu vari dot man jebkuras citas cie\u0161anas, un es esmu gatavs t\u0101s pie\u0146emt. Bet pa\u0146em man\u0113j\u0101s, es t\u0101s vairs nesp\u0113ju panest.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Taj\u0101 nakt\u012b vi\u0146\u0161 redz\u0113ja br\u012bni\u0161\u0137\u012bgu un \u013coti noz\u012bm\u012bgu sapni. Tonakt vi\u0146\u0161 sap\u0146oja, ka Dievs par\u0101d\u012bj\u0101s debes\u012bs un teica visiem: \u201eAtnesiet visas savas cie\u0161anas uz templi.\u201d Ikviens bija noguris no sav\u0101m cie\u0161an\u0101m \u2013un paties\u012bb\u0101 ikviens k\u0101du reizi bija l\u016bdzis: \u201eEs esmu gatavs pie\u0146em jebkura cita cie\u0161anas, tikai pa\u0146em prom man\u0113j\u0101s; tas ir par daudz, tas vairs nav pacie\u0161ams.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&nbsp;T\u0101 nu ikviens sav\u0101ca visas savas cie\u0161anas mais\u0101 un n\u0101ca uz templi, un vi\u0146i visi izskat\u012bj\u0101s \u013coti priec\u012bgi. Vi\u0146u l\u016bg\u0161anas bija uzklaus\u012btas. Un ar\u012b \u0161is v\u012brs steidz\u0101s uz templi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Un tad Dievs teica: \u201eNolieciet savus maisus pie sienas.\u201d Visi maisi tika nolikti pie sien\u0101m, un tad Dievs pazi\u0146oja: \u201eTagad j\u016bs varat izv\u0113l\u0113ties. Ikviens var pa\u0146emt jebkuru maisu.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Un visp\u0101rsteidzo\u0161\u0101kais bija tas, ka \u0161is v\u012brs, kur\u0161 vienm\u0113r bija t\u0101 l\u016bdzies, steidz\u0101s pats pie sava maisa, pirms k\u0101ds cits to pasp\u0113j izv\u0113l\u0113ties! Un vi\u0146\u0161 bija p\u0101rsteigts, jo ikviens steidz\u0101s pie sava maisa un ikviens bija laim\u012bgs, atkal izv\u0113loties tie\u0161i to. Kas bija noticis?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Pirmo reizi ikviens bija saskat\u012bjis citu nelaimes, citu cie\u0161anas \u2013 un vi\u0146u maisi bija tikpat lieli vai pat liel\u0101ki!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Un otrs iemesls bija t\u0101ds, ka cilv\u0113ki bija pieradu\u0161i pie sav\u0101m pa\u0161a cie\u0161an\u0101m. Izv\u0113l\u0113ties k\u0101da cita nelaimi \u2013 kas to lai zina, k\u0101das cie\u0161anas b\u016bs \u0161aj\u0101 mais\u0101? K\u0101p\u0113c gan t\u0101dus uztraukumus? Ar sav\u0101m cie\u0161an\u0101m tu vismaz esi paz\u012bstams, tu esi pie t\u0101m pieradis, un t\u0101s ir pacie\u0161amas. Tik daudz gadu tu esi t\u0101s panesis \u2013 k\u0101p\u0113c gan tagad izv\u0113l\u0113ties nezin\u0101mo?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ikviens dev\u0101s m\u0101j\u0101s laim\u012bgs. Nekas nebija main\u012bjies, vi\u0146i nesa l\u012bdzi t\u0101s pa\u0161as cie\u0161anas, bet ikviens bija laim\u012bgs un smaid\u012bgs, un priec\u012bgs, ka dab\u016bjis atpaka\u013c pats savu maisu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">No r\u012bta \u0161is v\u012brs l\u016bdza Dievu un teica: \u201ePaldies tev par \u0161o sapni, es nekad vairs neko t\u0101du nel\u016bg\u0161u. Viss, ko tu man esi devis, ir man labs; tam j\u0101b\u016bt man labam, jo tie\u0161i t\u0101p\u0113c tu man to esi devis.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Skaud\u012bbas d\u0113\u013c tu esi patst\u0101v\u012bg\u0101s cie\u0161an\u0101s \u2013 tu k\u013c\u016bsti \u013cauns pret citiem. Un skaud\u012bbas d\u0113\u013c tu s\u0101c k\u013c\u016bt ne\u012bsts, jo tu s\u0101c izlikties. Tu s\u0101c pied\u0113v\u0113t sev kaut ko t\u0101du, kas tev nepiem\u012bt, s\u0101c pied\u0113v\u0113t sev kaut ko t\u0101du, kas tev nemaz nevar piemist, kas tev ir nedabisks. Tu k\u013c\u016bsti arvien m\u0101ksl\u012bg\u0101ks. Atdarinot citus, sacen\u0161oties ar citiem ko gan citu tu vari dar\u012bt? Ja k\u0101dam kaut kas ir un tev t\u0101 nav, un nav ar\u012b dabiskas iesp\u0113jas, vien\u012bg\u0101 iesp\u0113ja ir dab\u016bt l\u0113tu aizvietot\u0101ju.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Skaud\u012bgais dz\u012bvo ell\u0113. Atmet sal\u012bdzin\u0101\u0161anu, un skaud\u012bba izz\u016bd, \u013caunums izz\u016bd, ne\u012bstums izz\u016bd. &nbsp;Bet tu vari to atmest tikai tad, ja tu s\u0101c audz\u0113t savus iek\u0161\u0113jos d\u0101rgumus, cita ce\u013ca nav.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Pieaudz, k\u013c\u016bsti par arvien \u012bst\u0101ku un \u012bst\u0101ku cilv\u0113ku. M\u012bli sevi un cieni sevi t\u0101du, k\u0101du Dievs tevi ir rad\u012bjis, un tad tev uzreiz atv\u0113rsies debesu durvis. T\u0101s vienm\u0113r ir biju\u0161as atv\u0113rtas, tu vienk\u0101r\u0161i neesi paskat\u012bjies uz t\u0101m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Att\u0113ls devianart Unmercifulness<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Skaud\u012bba ir sal\u012bdzin\u0101\u0161ana. Un m\u0113s esam m\u0101c\u012bti sal\u012bdzin\u0101t, m\u0113s esam ievirz\u012bti sal\u012bdzin\u0101t, m\u016b\u017e\u012bgi sal\u012bdzin\u0101t. K\u0101dam citam ir lab\u0101ka m\u0101jam k\u0101dam citam ir skaist\u0101ks \u0137ermenis, k\u0101dam citam ir vair\u0101k naudas, k\u0101dam citam ir harism\u0101tisk\u0101ka person\u012bba. Sal\u012bdzini, turpini sal\u012bdzin\u0101t sevi ar katru gar\u0101mg\u0101j\u0113ju, uz rezult\u0101ts b\u016bs liela skaud\u012bba. Tas ir blakus produkts ievirzei uz sal\u012bdzin\u0101\u0161anu. Pret\u0113ji tam, [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":1659,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"site-container-style":"default","site-container-layout":"default","site-sidebar-layout":"default","disable-article-header":"default","disable-site-header":"default","disable-site-footer":"default","disable-content-area-spacing":"default","footnotes":""},"categories":[40,14],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1658","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-attiecibas","category-viedums"],"aioseo_notices":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/yogi.lv\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1658","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/yogi.lv\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/yogi.lv\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yogi.lv\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yogi.lv\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1658"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/yogi.lv\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1658\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1660,"href":"https:\/\/yogi.lv\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1658\/revisions\/1660"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yogi.lv\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/1659"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/yogi.lv\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1658"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yogi.lv\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1658"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yogi.lv\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1658"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}